Anonymous said: So I'm watching your integration video and it's mentioned that Molly has DID. Do her alters automatically become alters in the system of Jeff? Is it possible for Molly to switch within her own system while fronting Jeff's body?
Yo anon, you caught me just as I was gonna log Emrys off - aren’t you lucky? :p
Anyway, yes, my alters are alters in the system of Jeff - Shade and Ripple on the group pic is them. But we’re also a weird type of sub-system known as the Black Sun system.
On the inner world, Shade Ripple and me share my body so we front one at a time or have cocon - you know, like any other DID system, but we all share my inner world body. There’s then another layer of the inner world which is my inner world and its completely inaccessible to anyone but me, Ripple and Shade.
When fronting out here, it can vary. If Shade is out on the inner world they can be triggered out to front here. We don’t switch too much so it’s usually me who’ll come out. We can then switch between one another easily, but it takes a bit more effort to get another Jeff back out. If we switch between each other we go to my inner world, if we switch to another Jeff then the last person out returns to my body in the main inner world.
I think the reason Shade and Ripple exist as a subsystem for us is because - in my fictional canon - i go through some pretty awful stuff as a kid and, unfortunately, I think a few similarities might have been drawn form the body’s own experience and fragments influencing the creation of my fictional canon character - looong before I was an alter here - I’m talking when Scar was about 11. Though, I have noticed discrepancies between what I can remember, and what is reported as having happened - any reports are taken straight from the fictional canon whilst our memory is affected by the system of Jeff. So,it’s highly likely we have taken some of the more traumatic memories from the others as our system was built specifically to cope with the darker stuff.
So, when I split due to Emrys’ stress, Shade and Ripple took some of those darker memories and hid them away in our subsystem, making sure none of the other Jeffs could ever access them again. So, my system acts like a firewall between the other Jeffs and those memories.
I’ve seen other similarities between the Jeff inner world and Calkaria and Abbie says she did have a hand in influencing my planet’s creation so a transition to a larger world would be familiar if it was ever needed so, yeah. I think Calkaria is heavily based of Jeffs inner world and life in one way or another.
I hope that answers your questions, feel free to ask me more and I will answer them after I’ve got some sleep.
Thank you for your interest :)